Confessions of A Woman

I just had to know... I did it. I have to admit that I did it.

I approached her and told her that it may sound strange, but I wanted her to kiss me. She just smiled. She didn't find it strange at all. She told me to relax and close my eyes. I did as I was told. She took my face in her hands and I felt her move in close. I suddenly felt her lips on mine, so soft, so warm, so tender. I felt so comfortable, it felt so natural. I opened my mouth and let her kiss me, tongue and all. Oh my god, the rush, the excitement. My only response was to rest my hands on her hips as she continued to kiss me. It seemed like forever. She finally pulled back and smiled at me. "I hope you're not disappointed" she whispered. I could only look her in the eyes, smile, and respond with "no, not at all, thank you." You're welcome" she said, before turning and walking away.

I can't believe I did it. But you know what? I would do it again in a heartbeat!

Why does the thought of kissing another woman seem to turn me on?

Why does the thought of feeling her down on me make me excited?

Is it because she is passionate, yet sensual?

Is it wrong that I imagine me with her? Can she make me feel what I have never felt?

Is this feeling bad?

I have finally decided to brave the world of the adult toy store. Wow, what an experience. I can't believe the amount of toys and gadgets, and all the stuff they have out there.

It's incredible to think about what is there. As I walked through the store, I was in awe, almost in shock, yet in a world of excitement. A world that seemed to make my breathing grow fast and heavy. Is that right?

I have to admit that I am not even sure what most of the toys are for, or what they do, but I guess I can always try and find out.

I like looking at the vibrators and the plugs. All different shapes and sizes, waterproof, high-speed. You name it, it might be there in front of me.

Am I naive? Am I that much of a virgin? I don't know. I want to know, but I am so unsure.

I turn the corner and there are so many things for being tied up... or is it tied down? Collars and cuffs. Handcuffs and rope. Blindfolds and ball-gags. Chains and leather. Clamps with bells, beads, and weights, for tits, clits and even for the cocks. I can't imagine how you would even clip something "down there"...

Looking at these "jewelry" as they are referred to, make my pussy start to throb. Is that right? Is it wrong to want to buy these toys and feel them? Thre is a collar with chains that hook to nipples.

All of the store was so overwhelming, even slightly exciting, and extremely erotic. Is this right?

Is it okay if I go back? Can I buy these things and not feel guilty? Is this part of human nature?

I sit here at the computer, trying to decide how to establish this blog.

There is so much going on in my mind that I want to let it all spill out. I want to spill it into the cyber world, where others can see that they are not alone. I want to share with you and have you share with me.

Am I alone in this world of sexuality and pornography? Or are you therer too? Feeling the same? Needing to confess?

Confess to me, I wamt to listen.